Wednesday, December 28, 2011

I'm back!

Today I'm thinking a lot about the future and what it holds. I am the only one who fears, it's so scary to jump into the unknown. I've always had faith, but faith has taken on a new meaning for me over the past few months. Faith is believing in things that you can't see but you know are true. I can't see what the future holds, but I know it's true that God can. I can't see what is best for me, but I know it's true that God can. I can't always see the light at the end of the  tunnel during those dark times, but I know it's true that there will be a light at some point and that I'll reach it. I don't see why I am going through the experiences I am having, but I know it's true that there is a purpose and someday I'll understand. I lack a lot of faith in a lot of areas, but I keep trying to hang on the little understanding I do have of this little word. So yet again faith is believing in something that you can't see, but know to be true. Wish me luck, I've got some big decisions right ahead of me.